Lost lyrics; how they relate to me.

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Why do I push you away?

Why do I tell you to leave me alone like I’ve never got something to say?

Why does this feel like I’m lying, I’m tired of smiling like I’ve been okay?

I’m praying, I’m crying

I look up I’m thinking how do you hear what I’m saying

I’m trying to be a better person, but it’s killing me inside

I can’t seem to understand why I never trust anybody I

I feel like your never there, or maybe I never cared

Maybe I’m full of pride and when you called I couldn’t hear

I need you right now I do, I need you right now I do

I need you right now I do, I’m so lost without you

I need you what can I say, I need you what can i say

I need you what can I say, I’m so lost without you

‘Cause this world around me is falling

And it feels like I’m going to break

It feels like I’m losing myself in this darkness

Could you show me the way?

I hope success doesn’t change me, like it does usually

Look in the mirror, like what did you do to me?

Old feelings that are creeping in

Got me wondering what is new to me

Forgive me for my faults

Mistakes that are made that are hurting

But you know who I am and you died on a cross

You knew I wasn’t perfect

Yeah my faith in you was certain

But I’m bitter inside of a wilderness

Wake up at six in the morning

I wonder when I’ll be tired a little less

Am I selfish for wanting more?

Inside of a home that we can’t afford

My transmission breaking down around three-thousand dollars aside the door

See when you run out of hope, you run into faith

I hear your voice so I’m about to break

I made a lot of bad decisions in my life

I never seem to get it straight

Caring less for people that I cared about

I can feel my heart turning hollow

Don’t you promise me forever when you can’t even make it until tomorrow

Trust issues, yeah I got plenty

Stories and scars, I got many

Lust all around me, I’m weak and you know it

I wonder if I’ll ever be ready

To be the person that I know I can be

I need you to show me the way

I’m stubborn, I’m bitter, I’m prideful, I know what I need you what can I say?

I need you right now I do, I need you right now I do

I need you right now I do, I’m so lost without you

I need you what can I say, I need you what can I say

I need you what can I say, I’m so lost without you

‘Cause this world around me is falling

And it feels like I’m going to break

It feels like I’m losing myself in this darkness

Could you show me the way?

Ivan B- lost

I feel that pretty much the majority of the lyrics to this song is absolutely word for word how I describe myself and how I am feeling, cause the world around me feels as though it’s falling, I feel like I am going to break sometimes, I’m tired of saying “I’m fine” or “I’m okay”

I’m dying inside, I have never felt this much pain in my entire life before, I talk about it so much I could write a book, put everything together and make it a novel of my life.. everyone would then feel how much pain I truly am in, after reading every description of my life and what has happened to me and the losses I have endured and the love I lost.

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